When you live far away from your hometown, friends are really important in your life. Far means that you can only go home by airplane ok. Friends are everything. You live only with friends. Without friends, you are in great trouble. Nobody will help you. Thank to Allah because i have been given lots of good friends. Everything they did to me is so unexpected. They have always made my day. Hope Allah will bless them. Thanks friends.
Yesterday, back from work at around 6.45pm, i was thinking to read his blog. Just wanted to know what else he write about me. Then i went straight to my room, turned on my laptop and google his blog. Then i just read some of the words. Sigh. Why can't he just forget me, close the book and take care of his new girlfriend. Just leave me alone. No need to talk bullshit about me.
Then, again, i promised to myself, never to read his blog.
It has been four months i did not go home. My hometown. And i always thinking of my sweet niece and nephew. The truth is, i really miss my late mom. Huh, when i go back, i should make a visit to her grave.
Whenever i feel sad, i will always dream of her. Huh, live without a mom is really tough. I don't have a shoulder to cry on anymore. It is really hard to forget the routine..back from work, then had a long talk on the phone everyday..and weekend..
I feel great when i went for a movie at cinema. In a week, i must watch at least one movie at cinema. But lately i always fell asleep in the cinema. Huh, maybe i need a good rest at home actually. Really got not enough sleep everyday.
I did play table tennis when i was in form 4 and form 5. Then i stopped for a year. Then played it again during my university time, then stopped during final year of study, which is about three years ago.
Then i just had the chance to play it again this year with my colleagues.
I work for 8 hours a day. Five days in a week. Most of my weekdays i spent in office. So this is the main reason why i need to work in a peaceful environment. A place where i can just do my work accordingly. And i need to focus. For me, working environment is really important. It is something that we cannot underestimate. That was the reason why i moved. But somehow the most closest people cannot understand why.
It was not a good night sleep at all when i just slept on a sofa in front the tv. And i did not turn off the tv until 6 am. I woke up at around 4 am because of my tummy need early breakfast. Then i watched pride and prejudice until 6 am.
Oh, talking about my tummy, lately i always woke up at around 4am. Really need to take a light breakfast because of my gastric problem. Then i take a bit heavy breakfast at around 9am.
Last month, i did went to see a doctor. That day i had such a bad stomach ache. It was not like gastric problem. The doctor did some simple check up, then he made a conclusion. 'I think you have appendicitis. You need to go for a real check up at the hospital.' Then he gave me an injection for a reason if it really was appendicitis, then i will feel the pain after some time of being injected.
Later, when i went to office, the pain started to grow. I just took the pils then have a nap. It continued until 3 or 4 days. Then it stopped. Then until now, i never have the gut to go for check up.
But starting that day, i really cannot take any spicy food. If not, i will never get to walk. The pain is really dramatic sometime. huhu
That's all. I need to go to work now. See you later.
Thanks to my friends who always support me. Who always be by my side. Who never run away when i am in trouble. Who always cheer me up.
Thanks to those who follow this blog. I am trying hard to find a suitable profile picture for this blog. When i'm done with that, sure i will follow you all guys.
Today some of my colleagues asked me why they could not open my blog. Why it happened. It is hard for me. Anyway, i am grateful because i still have the strength to face all these unmannered kind of things..
SABAR bila MARAH, REDHA dengan KETENTUAN ALLAH SWT, IKHLAS dengan TAKDIR ALLAH SWT, SENYUM saat HATI BERDUKA, KUAT saat DIRI LEMAH, BERISTIGHFAR bila TERBUAT DOSA, MENANGIS saat MENGENANGKAN DOSA-DOSA YANG SILAM, BERSYUKUR dengan PEMBERIAN ALLAH SWT, BERCAKAP BAIK bila BERKATA-KATA, MEMINTA MAAF bila MELAKUKAN KESALAHAN, MEMAAFKAN bila ORANG MEMINTA MAAF, BERTERIMA KASIH bila ORANG MENGHULURKAN BANTUAN... DAN, SENTIASA BERBUAT PERKARA YANG BAIK... Jauhilah sifat mazmumah, Dekatilah sifat mahmudah...(♥^_^♥) InsyaALLAH =) Moga Kita Bahagia Di Dunia & Di Akhirat Kelak...InsyaALLAH, Amin... =)
I totally need to start from zero. Write as many as i can. Then try to get as many unique visitors as i can. I managed to have about 800plus followers on my previous blog. And when talking about nuffnang, i feel down already. I just got my first buffered earning for this 2012. But then, everything is gone.