Tuesday, 23 October 2012

Friday, 19 October 2012

Why should i?

Why should i afraid of you.

You are not the God.

You just human being who like to hurt other.

I do not need to run far from you.

I just cannot wait to see how it is going to end.

I just want to see how your face look like at that time.

I won't regret on anything.

I just being normal.

That is all.


Tuesday, 8 May 2012

Hi friends.

Too busy to update this blog.
I am so sorry..

Monday, 23 April 2012

Move out, move in

Hi guys. It has been long time since my last update. Okay, today i just wanna share something with you, my readers. I am going to move in to a new house, by the end of this month. It is just hard to leave my old house..i mean, my housemate...she helped me a lot..thanks to you my friend..you are really kind to me..i know you..

So, i need to pack everything by now..but as usual, i am such a bad last minute person. So, until now, i did nothing..no packing..nothing..hahah

And today is such a very long day....i am kind of tired..okay..good night all..love you! :P

Sunday, 15 April 2012

If I can..

If i can change everything..will it get better?

The truth is hard to tell..

Sunday, 8 April 2012

Huh, I Love Sunday!

My Artwork

Huh, I love my sunday! Eventhough i did go to the office this morning, but i managed to come back home at around 12pm! Feeling so release now..


Saturday, 7 April 2012

Not Enough Rest

It has been two weeks i work 7 days a week. Huh, feeling so tired already. It seems that the work never come to the end..huh..

Feeling like going to kl next month..do some shopping..huh, just can't wait for it! :P

Monday, 2 April 2012

No More Drama, No More Pain

Let it be like this for some times..

Being single is fun..

Because there is no more drama..

And no more pain..

Eventhough people said no pain no gain..

But i just want to to get out of the pain..

Saturday, 31 March 2012

Izzdhiya Izzara

Hi Izzdhiya Izzara..welcome to your new world..may Allah bless you for your whole new life!. Huh, i just feel wanna go to see my new niece..feeling happy to have her..Izzara, wait for me ya..we will meet someday.. 

*sorry..i got no picture of her right now.. 


Wednesday, 28 March 2012

Tuesday, 20 March 2012

Sorry, long time no update!

Hi friends. I am so sorry because of no update almost a month. It has been a long holiday and i just recover from high fever. Fever due to allergic i think..

Thanks for those who still has intention to read this blog. A million thanks for that..

Just to share with all of you..when i was on leave, i managed to spent some times in penang..yeah, i was so happy to see my best friends there..

And i am looking forward to have such good time in the future :P

Thats all for today. Will update the entry soon. Bye!

Monday, 27 February 2012

Yes, i got the ticket!

I have bought the flight tickets just now. Wah, i am going back to my hometown for 9 days!  Depart to and from kuala lumpur on this saturday. Yeah, so excited!

My to-do list full of foods to eat and places to visit..hehe~

Sunday, 26 February 2012

Still Remeber Me?

You still remember me, do you? Can't you just stop everything you are doing now. Why do you still makes me sick? Well, i bet your girlfriend is not hot like me. hahah!

Saturday, 25 February 2012


Ah. Hate this feeling. It's all because of my colleagues went back to their hometown. Ouch, when is my turn? 


When you live far away from your hometown, friends are really important in your life. Far means that you can only go home by airplane ok. Friends are everything. You live only with friends. Without friends, you are in great trouble. Nobody will help you. Thank to Allah because i have been given lots of good friends. Everything they did to me is so unexpected. They have always made my day. Hope Allah will bless them. Thanks friends. 

Friday, 24 February 2012


I am going to have a short leave from work. Maybe around one week. Really need to go home. Really need to rest my mind. One week more to go. Yeah.

I Did It Again

Yesterday, back from work at around 6.45pm, i was thinking to read his blog. Just wanted to know what else he write about me. Then i went straight to my room, turned on my laptop and google his blog. Then i just read some of the words. Sigh. Why can't he just forget me, close the book and take care of his new girlfriend. Just leave me alone. No need to talk bullshit about me. 

Then, again, i promised to myself, never to read his blog.

Thursday, 23 February 2012

Love For The Second Time?

Not at this time. 

I just want to focus on my work. 

The pain is still inside me.

Am I Homesick..?

It has been four months i did not go home. My hometown. And i always thinking of my sweet niece and nephew. The truth is, i really miss my late mom. Huh, when i go back, i should make a visit to her grave. 

Whenever i feel sad, i will always dream of her. Huh, live without a mom is really tough. I don't have a shoulder to cry on anymore. It is really hard to forget the routine..back from work, then had a long talk on the phone everyday..and weekend..

Mom, i love u..and i miss u..al-fatihah..

Movie at Cinema

I feel great when i went for a movie at cinema. In a week, i must watch at least one movie at cinema. But lately i always fell asleep in the cinema. Huh, maybe i need a good rest at home actually. Really got not enough sleep everyday. 

Wednesday, 22 February 2012

Table Tennis

I did play table tennis when i was in form 4 and form 5. Then i stopped for a year. Then played it again during my university time, then stopped during final year of study, which is about three years ago.

Then i just had the chance to play it again this year with my colleagues. 

And i feel so happy! haha

Stop it

Please stop whatever you do now. You would not live happily if you continue doing this. You had hurt me so much, why can you just leave me alone this time..


I work for 8 hours a day. Five days in a week. Most of my weekdays i spent in office. So this is the main reason why i need to work in a peaceful environment. A place where i can just do my work accordingly. And i need to focus. For me, working environment is really important. It is something that we cannot underestimate. That was the reason why i moved. But somehow the most closest people cannot understand why. 

Everyone is different

Allah has made us differ to each other. Differ inside out. Our brain also works differently. So our idea is. So our behavior is. Just follow the rules. Then everybody is happy.

Am i right?

Tuesday, 21 February 2012


Meeting is where you lay out your ideas. Then structure them. And lastly, walk out of the door and do the talking.

Every Morning is Just The Same

Every morning, when i just woke up, the first thing come into my mind is, which clothes should i put on today. And i will spend at least five minutes thinking of it in front of my wardrobe.

Sometimes, i just done with ironing the clothes, then put them back in wardrobe. Then i start taking out some of them, think again. It happens until i realized that no more time for that.

Do not know how to solve this matter..woman's matter..haha

It was not a good night sleep

It was not a good night sleep at all when i just slept on a sofa in front the tv. And i did not turn off the tv until 6 am. I woke up at around 4 am because of my tummy need early breakfast. Then i watched pride and prejudice until 6 am.

Oh, talking about my tummy, lately i always woke up at around 4am. Really need to take a light breakfast because of my gastric problem. Then i take a bit heavy breakfast at around 9am.

Last month, i did went to see a doctor. That day i had such a bad stomach ache. It was not like gastric problem. The doctor did some simple check up, then he made a conclusion. 'I think you have appendicitis. You need to go for a real check up at the hospital.' Then he gave me an injection for a reason if it really was appendicitis, then i will feel the pain after some time of being injected.

Later, when i went to office, the pain started to grow. I just took the pils then have a nap. It continued until 3 or 4 days. Then it stopped. Then until now, i never have the gut to go for check up.

But starting that day, i really cannot take any spicy food. If not, i will never get to walk. The pain is really dramatic sometime. huhu

That's all. I need to go to work now. See you later.

Monday, 20 February 2012

Just Ignore

Just ignore the people who always makes you feel down or something. They don't mean anything in your life. They are like bugs.

Try this

Copy and paste this formulae at google. And see it.

sqrt(cos(x))*cos(300x)+sqrt(abs(x))-0.7)*(4-x*x)^0.01, sqrt(6-x^2), -sqrt(6-x^2) from -4.5 to 4.5


Thanks to my friends who always support me. Who always be by my side. Who never run away when i am in trouble. Who always cheer me up.

Thanks to those who follow this blog. I am trying hard to find a suitable profile picture for this blog. When i'm done with that, sure i will follow you all guys. 

Today some of my colleagues asked me why they could not open my blog. Why it happened. It is hard for me. Anyway, i am grateful because i still have the strength to face all these unmannered kind of things..

Shoes of life

Some shoes are hard to fill.

Thanks my Friend!


Sumber: Mohd. Adha Mohd. Zain

Miss it!

Really love Tutti Frutti.

Start From Zero

I totally need to start from zero. Write as many as i can. Then try to get as many unique visitors as i can. I managed to have about 800plus followers on my previous blog. And when talking about nuffnang, i feel down already. I just got my first buffered earning for this 2012. But then, everything is gone.

Bukan senang nak senang kan?


You cannot force people to respect you..

You need to earn it..

That i should be reminded of everyday..

Do you think it's true?

I got this from my friends facebook wall. Nice one.

Other half of me..

Other half of me is created due to so many bad things happened to my first blog. So i decided to create a new one. The one that nobody knows who i am. What i do for living and where do i live.

Sometimes people will act differently..somehow it hurts me. Still hurts me. So i decided to just disappear from that kind of people. I don't want to know anything about that people, and vice versa. 

Now, i can just write anything because nobody now me. I can write straight from my heart. No need to hide anything..

Why still hurt me if you already have someone special in your life?

Sunday, 19 February 2012

Hello World

Hello world! Welcome to my blog. As any other blogger out there, i also hope that you enjoy visiting my blog.